Monday, 4 August 2014

Final Things: My Genesis Chapter one

Final Things: My Genesis Chapter one: Last time I shared the genesis or beginnings of my journey to final walking with Christ. Believe me when I say I was a "Christian"...

My Genesis Chapter one

Last time I shared the genesis or beginnings of my journey to final walking with Christ. Believe me when I say I was a "Christian" going to church and doing all things to work out my salvation on my own. But when I finally surrendered then Christ began to talk too.

My own Genesis begun way back in 1994 after the death of my mother Joyce (she was only 49)...and I was not even present at her burrial/ Being a Ugandan she was burried in a record 2 days, they never keep bodies for whatever reason beyond a weel max, but the main reason was that I was away in Zambia nad my father for his own reasond did not tell me nor my siblings of what had happened. So I went to Kampala and went to the my grand dad's village where she was intered. It took me one year to finally break down and cry for this woman that was my mom. and that is when it dawned on me about the reality of death, what happens when finally you die? what happens to you? Then one day I walked to church..I just remembered that we are Anglicans so I just went to the nearest on i found. That begun my search.

And when I went to the basement church I learnt more about my Genesis of everything that I had begun...nothing started With God...Genesis 1 v1 says in the beginning God.... How had I begun my life, my marriage, my studies and jobs, my family eeeehhhh too much beginnings!!!. I just knew i had to reverse all this beginnings but i did not know the effect of my declaration.

I was in for a big awakening of everything I thought I knew as a christian. I went through a program of 50 days of Genesis wow the change began.

Chapter two next time-What did I eat?.   


 Genesis 2 v16 And the Lord God commanded the man, “You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; 17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die.”


Friday, 25 July 2014

MY GENESIS CHAPTER ONE

The Beginning

Genesis 1 verse1 In the beginning God......

In the beginning everything that God created was good-your life, your career, your marriage, your family and children, your ministry, your health, your business-so what happened? How come everything about you is not good?? Where did the rain start beating you? This is the question that got me thinking about the turn of events in my life. In anguish I cried out to God, my Father my Father what went wrong? Remember at this juncture I was slowly but painfully trying to be silent. Hey it was difficult, I am used to talking about everything and anything, those who know me, know that I will talk about everything and give a comment on everything whether you want my opinion or not!! And now i am being "forced" to be quiet- uughh will I survive?

In the silence God begun to finally talk-through his word, a sermon, a friend etc. I was continually going to the church at the basement as I call it. Every morning, noon time and evening, for the next one year I fed like a child who had not seen its mother and when she comes home, the child will not stop feeding. I was hungry-very hungry for that word. Many times i had no fare but I walked to and from Yaya centre to this church! I did not want to miss anything of the revelations i was getting.

It was during this time during the Easter week of 2008 that the pastor at the basement was talking of resurrection. It hit me so hard! Here was a pastor talking of death and Resurrection of Jesus in a way that I had never heard of before. That Christ died that I may leave and be alive in every area of my life! What!? my life had just come to an end or so I thought. My marriage of 17 years was already on the rocks oh in fact not rocks but it was deeply irreparable! so what are you saying? My job had also come to an end! In fact it was just me, and if God did not do anything, I was finished.


I started examining what has befallen me. And what I found out was too deep. so for now think about the beginning of your life. Are you where God said it is good or have things turned out so bad you are wondering whether you are where you ought to be or are you being dragged down by an invisible hand?

Think about this as we pause in this melodrama.

Next: The Foundation

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Wednesday, 23 July 2014

THE GENESIS BEGINS

The Genesis of my life now earnestly begun in 2008 after the man I had known for 20 years walked out! Huh! Tough one that even thinking of it,tougher even to start mentioning here, but some one has to learn from my experience and avoid a lot of heartache in future.

Revelation 12 verse 11 says "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto death."
I begun asking God what went wrong here? And why this had to happen. Don't get me wrong, some of us have to share our lives, it's a calling. I know someone is wondering - why is Rose airing her dirty linen on line? but is not me, then who will talk about the issues facing families that many are afraid to deal with? so i will share mine to the death. You may want to stone me just like right now, but who is without sin?

As I begun to ask myself why and why me, I began to "hear" god clearly, by the way I am a very talkative person, so getting me quiet has taken God 7 years but imagine it began in 2008. I started reading my bible more and meditating on the word of God. I could spend hours reading- and wah! The discoveries eeehh!! Where had I been? Sometimes the revelations hit me hard! Actually knocked me out for days....I had to get a place(read church) that taught biblical truths, so in a frenzy i called a friend-Glorine to show me what to do and where to go. Glorine had been talking to me for eons, and I was not listening. i mean, my life had been comfortable, so what was she trying to tel me that I needed God? I mean I went to church every Sabbath and had given my life to Christ in 2004 after the death of my dear mother. She died at the age of 49, a very premature death. It is mum's death that got me thinking, heh!actually people die?

So Glorine told me about a church that teaches Bible truths without apologies. I finally located it one day when I was just tired of the turn of events in my life. Believe me when I say I prayed and told God that if the first sermon I heard did not relate to me then I am not going back! Lo and behold-what was the message? The power of agreement!! Eeh Lord what are you saying? The pastor there taught this in relation to marriage-ah Lord, Lord I was dumbfounded!!! What was this man talking about? Had he been told I will be there? After the sermon i went home asking God- "Father, what are you saying?" I have never turned back after that.

Next- Genesis chapter 1- In the begging God....




Monday, 23 June 2014

Final Things: THE MEETING

Final Things: THE MEETING: Luke 7 verse 13 When the Lord saw ROSE, his heart went out to her and he said, “Don’t cry.” And Christ met me at the gate of failure ......

Wednesday, 18 June 2014

THE MEETING

Luke 7 verse 13 When the Lord saw ROSE, his heart went out to her and he said, “Don’t cry.”

And Christ met me at the gate of failure ...when I was carrying my coffin of failure in marriage, family, careers ministry, and I was crying bitterly, remembering all the wasted years as I thought wasted. Remembering all the good times and the bad that we had held on as a family and the cry was one of anguish. thonking of what the future will be like and what it had for me and all I saw was darkness-and this gnawing feeling of growing old alone.

At this juncture when Christ met me, He has tried His best at wiping away my tears- and you know what!? He has succeeded! But it has taken 7 years- Seven years of deliverance from the foundations of my life as a person. Deliverance from all forms of spirits that have made sure no one in my family stays married for long if they do then its a marriage full of sorrows and rejections where everything about you dies in your hand even as you struggle to nurse it to life.

Psalm 11

 In the Lord put I my trust: how say ye to my soul, Flee as a bird to your mountain?
2 For, lo, the wicked bend their bow, they make ready their arrow upon the string, that they may privily shoot at the upright in heart.
3 If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do?

Since I discovered this scripture, it has ministered a lot to me and my family. What can you do as a person when you are truly born again spirit filled Christian but have never dealt with your foundations from the first generation? Foundations of Idolatry, witchcraft, polygamy, lying etc..the reason why many christian continue to suffer in silence is because our foundations are crying out against us. How can the Lord bless that which is cursed already? And the Devil has a legal ground to accuse you?

 Watch out for the Genesis of my healing.....





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